More random ramblings before I disappear into my bubble for the day.
I have loads of shitty things going on in my life just now, especially health wise, you all know that, I'm not exactly quiet about it
The state of the world right now is terrifying, looking at the news its hard not to just give up and think what is the damn point. A relentless avalanche of fear and misery.
But.
I am still finding lots of good things. So here is a list, sort of.
1. Lots of bees and butterflies in the garden.
2. The trees are starting to bud again, everything is coming back to life after a long grey winter.
3. I have a bench to sit on and enjoy the brighter days (yes, I had to mention that again).
4. I got a flyer through the door yesterday for a garden centre, which allows me to get a free pack of bedding plants.
5. Despite being a short, fat, broken potato, I can still do the splits even if its a really bad idea - actually, maybe that one shouldn't be on the list of good things 
6. I have a roof over my head, food in the kitchen, a huge pile of books and lots of craft stuff to keep me busy.
7. I am lucky enough to have some wonderful friends, especially on here, just in case I haven't mentioned it, you lovely folks absolutely rock and get me through the shite times.
8. I have a theatre trip next week, while I have some apprehension about it, I am looking forward to being back in Glasgow for the day.
9. I still find the strength to giggle and be silly with the child each day, that right there is a damn good reason to keep going.
10. Its race week.
So many of the things listed are mundane, little things but they still give me a spark of joy. Moments of joy don't need to be huge things, they can just be those little things that make you pause and smile for a second. More than ever, I think we all need to find those moments.
Thank you, as ever, for reading my random thoughts, you may continue with your day 